Preview: The House on Chestnut Circle
I moved into the house on Chestnut Circle on a summer day in mid-June. My name is Trent Cooper, and I make my living as a graphic designer, which in my case currently means lots and lots of freelance stuff like book jackets, logos, and product packaging now that I’d left the advertising agency I’d worked at for over ten years. Going freelance had seemed attractive after years of nine to five, but I hadn't anticipated how hard it would be. I had to constantly seek work and keep busy to make any money at all.
The two-story house I was renting until I could decide if I wanted to buy it had been occupied three times before, first by man who had been a lawyer, then by a married couple who’d sold it after twenty years when their grown children had finally moved out, and then by a man named Lance Harrington.
Lance had bought the house and lived in it alone until his death two years before. The neighborhood, aptly named Chestnut Grove Estates after the grove of chestnut trees that had once grown behind the subdivision, was an aging one. I had Patsy, a 72-year-old, on one side and Lorraine, an 81-year-old, on the other—both of them widows. Walking over from their respective homes the day I drove up to check the place out, they had told me Lance’s story. Or the part they knew, anyway. The rest I would find out later.
Lance had been engaged at one point early on to a woman named Valerie, but nothing had ever come of it. He had lived there alone for twenty-five years. Never marrying, and never going out much, according to the girls. That's what I called my finely aged neighbors: the "girls."
And so it hadn’t exactly come as a surprise to them, really, they had confided to me, that one bleak night in March—undeniably a dreary, depressing time of the year—Lance had taken his pistol and gone into the den for the last time. He hadn’t bothered leaving a note. Who would he have left it to? He and Marty, the man that still lived two houses up, whom he'd once been friendly with, no longer associated and there were no other friends or close relatives that anyone knew of. Outside of the girls, only the Callahans from across the street and some man he'd worked with had shown up for the funeral, which had been handled by a distant second-cousin when no one else stepped forward to make arrangements.
I climbed the steps to the porch, fit the key I’d been given into the lock, and shoved the door open. I stepped inside, and warm, stale air hit me in the face.
It didn’t look as though anyone had bothered to turn the AC on. Unless the electricity was still off. I went into the living room on my left, absently noticing the contents that remained, and unlocked and wrenched up the nearest set of windows to let in the slight breeze that was blowing.
I left the smallish space and looked around the entryway for the thermostat.
I found it below the staircase. I flipped the light switch on the wall and some of the shadows dropped away as a dim yellow glow spilled out of the bug-filled globe above me. At least there was power.
Just as I’d thought, the thermostat had been left in the off position. I switched it over and immediately heard a satisfying click and the rush of air as the unit kicked on.
I gave the temperature a tweak, then turned and followed the worn runner down the hallway.
At the end where it branched to the left, I kept going, glancing into the den where Lance supposedly did the deed on my way by, and peeked into the study, as I was beginning to call it, before circling back around, catching glimpses of half-empty rooms and dingy windows framed by shabby curtains. Finally I couldn’t take the heat anymore and walked back outside. There’d be plenty of time later to explore it more once it cooled off.
I unloaded the car from the tow dolly, and then sat down on the steps for a few sips of the iced tea I’d picked up at a small diner on my way through what was left of the town I now resided in.
The nearly defunct community of Springville, located not too far from the line dividing South Carolina from North Carolina, once a favorite summer retreat for planters because of the higher altitude and subsequent relief from the heat and the mosquitoes, now consisted of only a few still-operating establishments surrounded by closed restaurants and vacant storefronts along the remaining strip of Main Street.
I could have moved even closer to Missy, but I had no desire to live in a large city again. Faced with taking a much smaller house with an even smaller yard in a questionable neighborhood, or worse an apartment I couldn’t really afford that I’d been incapable of visualizing Wes and myself in, I had decided it was worth the forty-minute drive each way if it meant a better environment and room to go outside and toss a ball around. Wes and I were alike in that regard. We had both always enjoyed the outdoors whether it was throwing a frisbee, grilling out, or merely gazing through a telescope. Or trying to; it had been difficult to cut through the urban skyglow where we’d lived on the outskirts of Atlanta. But at least we’d had a yard. Despite being located in a congested area, the lot had been fairly large at our old house—a house that hadn’t been nearly as big as the one I was now renting.
Missy will be jealous, I thought, then immediately corrected myself with a familiar sick feeling, remembering that Rick, the new man in her life, made considerably more money than I did and had recently bought her a new home. The man who was now her husband since they’d made it official—in Myrtle Beach of all damn places. The location had to have been chosen by him. He was a real estate broker fond of dressy clothes and hair gel whose idea of getting back to nature entailed a round of golf. I hadn’t actually seen the new house yet—I’d only heard about it from Wes—but it sounded like a contemporary marvel that would put this shabby place to shame, a place the old Missy, my Missy, would have loved to have.
I set the iced tea down, walked around to the back of the truck, disengaged the latch, and raised the door.
I stared at the contents stacked inside. It wasn’t much to show for an entire lifetime. Of course there was still my parents’ place and everything in it that had been left to me when my dad followed my mom. But that wasn’t saying much. My childhood home, and pretty much everything in it, was so old and run-down I had no wish to live there, especially now that it would be so far from Wes. Had I wanted to get rid of it, the value had plummeted to the point where I doubted it would even sell.
My father had never recovered from losing my mother. I used to wonder why older people didn’t try more. Why couldn’t they cheer up and make an effort? Couldn’t they see what they were missing? Now I knew. That was just it—they knew exactly what they were missing. Sometimes a person’s spirit failed over time as well as their body. They became too damaged, or in my father’s case, too sad to put forth the effort. One minute my mother had been her usual self, albeit a little more weathered and a little more forgetful, and then she was gone, dead of cardiac arrest, and my dad, wracked by grief and guilt for not insisting she go for regular checkups, had turned into a shambling wreck of a man waiting to follow. And he hadn’t had to wait long. He had passed away a scant two years later. It had been ruled an accidental overdose of the pain medication he occasionally took for an old shoulder injury, but I had my doubts as to how accidental it had actually been. He may not have taken a certain amount in a purposeful attempt to kill himself, but I guarantee there had been a distinct lack of concern as to how many he had ingested and the possible consequences.
I felt the sting of tears as the reality of my situation struck me anew. My father had lost my mother and now I’d lost Missy. She still lived but someone else was lying with her at night—and someone else was acting as father to our son.
My face twisted as I once again felt the punch of her betrayal, and I spun around, fearing I was going to lose it right there on the lawn.
I hurried up the steps and into the house. Stopping inside the entryway, I scrubbed my hands over my face and tried to get control of myself.
Movement in my peripheral vision caught my eye, and I jerked my head around. A tallish woman with short curly brown hair toting a plant was coming up the walkway. I looked up the driveway. A white truck was parked at the end. I could see the form of a man waiting in the driver’s seat. The moving truck had entirely blocked my view and I had been so deeply involved in my thoughts, I hadn’t heard them pull in.
Blinking my eyes rapidly, I pushed the screen door open and stepped out as she made it onto the porch.
“Hi, I’m Winona.” She held the plant out. “I brought you a hosta.”
I took it from her, trying to return her smile. I had no idea who this lady was but deduced she must be from the neighborhood.
“I’m Trent.” I glanced down at the hosta, attempting to seem appropriately appreciative. “Thank you.” I held onto the plant, not wanting to set it down right away.
“That’s my husband, Ray.” She pointed at the waiting truck. “We live over on the other side.”
The neighborhood was a small one, comprised of only one road that looped back around on itself, and I knew she was talking about the houses lining the straightaway past the sharp curve on the other side of Patsy’s.
I threw my hand up at her husband, not even sure if he was watching, and caught a glimpse of a pale hand lifted in return.
“It was nice of you to stop by. I’ve only met Patsy and Lorraine so far.”
“I like Patsy. She’s a trip, isn’t she?”
“Yes, she is.” It was true that Patsy was definitely the more outgoing of the two, but Lorraine, though quieter, had seemed nice enough.
“We can’t stay,” she said, catching hold of the handrail. “I just wanted to introduce myself and welcome you to the neighborhood.”
“Well, it was nice to meet you. And thank you for the plant.”
I finally let myself place it on the wooden boards of the porch. I used my foot to slide it back a little and then looked back over at Winona, expecting her to have started down, and was surprised to find her still standing in the same spot, staring at me with a strange expression on her face.
“Did they tell you what happened?”
My brow twitched. They? Patsy and Lorraine? “About the man who lived here before?”
She nodded.
“Yeah, they told me.”
She nodded again, slower this time. “We all felt terrible about it. If we had known…” She looked away, glancing over at her husband waiting patiently in the truck.
Well of course you knew, I thought. They had all known he was sitting there alone day after day, year after year. But then … a lot of people live by themselves. And sometimes we aren’t aware of the level of despair someone is feeling.
“It wasn’t your fault,” I said.
She glanced up sharply, focusing in on me with faded gray eyes. From a distance she had appeared to be in her early sixties, but seeing her now up close, I figured she was probably pushing seventy.
“I lost my dad,” I said. “They claimed it was an accidental overdose.”
“But you don’t believe that?”
I lifted a shoulder. “Sometimes I’m not so sure.”
“I’ve never told anyone else that,” I murmured after a second.
She shifted down onto the top step. “Then I’ll share something with you I’ve never told anyone. It might be true that we are all ultimately responsible for ourselves and our own happiness, but sometimes… sometimes there’s a little bit of blame left to go around.”
Bemused, I watched until she had made it halfway up the drive, then raised my hand again at her husband and turned away.
I lifted the plant and placed it on the table beside the weathered rocking chair, and went back inside.
* * *
Exhausted from the long drive, I didn’t bother trying to unload everything. I took in the bare minimum to get through the night: clean clothes, toiletries, and sheets, comforter, and pillows for the bed in the master bedroom I had chosen. I wasn’t happy about sleeping in another man’s bed but he hadn’t passed away on it and the mattress looked all right, like it had been replaced recently.
As tired as I was of driving, there wasn’t a scrap of food anywhere in the house and I had long since drained the iced tea, so I climbed into my car, a silver-and-black 1974 GTO I had bought against Missy’s wishes. The car that got you into this whole mess. Exactly as she had predicted. I squelched the thought. I had made a mistake. Once in sixteen years I had been weak. It was not the same as what she had done. I twisted the key, and the engine rumbled to life.
But still, I thought as I backed out of the driveway, remembering what Winona had said. Sometimes there’s a little bit of blame left to go around.
After I got back, I sat down in the rocking chair and had my dinner, a big, nasty, delicious bacon double cheeseburger, something else Missy wouldn’t have approved of.
I couldn’t get my mind off what Winona had said. I didn’t like what I was feeling. I didn’t want to have any sympathy for Missy. What she had done was unforgivable.
I balled up my empty burger wrapper, tossed it into the sack at my feet, and stood up. I couldn’t put it off any longer. Back at the old house, with Wes there half the time and me still working at the agency, things hadn’t seemed so radically different. But now, in this strange house, with Missy married to another man …
I grabbed the sack to throw it away, pushed open the front door, and stepped inside to start my new life.
My new, pathetically lonely, practically jobless single life.
* * *
I jerked awake. Sitting up, I picked my phone up off the nightstand and read the time. 2:02 a.m.
What had awakened me? I waited, listening. A few seconds later I was on the brink of lying back down when the faint sound of voices reached my ears.
I slid out of bed and padded over to the window I had left cracked in an effort to air out the musty room. I leaned into it. All I could make out was part of the yard and roof of Patsy’s house, but I could hear faint murmuring over that way punctuated by low laughter.
Someone was by the dark expanse of forest on the other side. Someone who was apparently unaware of how easily sound traveled in the country at night.
I pulled the pair of pants I’d worn that day on over my boxers, shoved my feet into my shoes, and descended the staircase.
I unlocked the front door, opened it, and walked out into the darkness of the porch.
Except for the buzz of some insect, the neighborhood was quiet. I stood there for a minute and was about to go back inside, when I caught another snatch of low laughter. I crossed the wooden boards, went down the steps, and walked around the car to the edge of the driveway.
All was silent for a moment, and then I heard the snap of branches and the rustle of leaves as someone moved into the woods. Had I been detected?
Hoping Patsy wouldn’t mind, I crossed over her driveway and started across the surreal landscape of her sloping green lawn.
Where her yard ended at a row of trees interspersed with pots of flowers, I veered to the left, stepped into the street, and took it down the hill. Past the last house on this side, I moved onto the grass again and walked over to the edge of the forest.
I was picking up a man’s voice now. Please. Come on. It’s not far. There, see … still beautiful in its ... way.
The wind blew across the woods, whispering through the tops of the trees. Another voice, a woman’s, floated out to me. No. I waited, and heard her again. You don’t understand. The tone had changed and now held an element of panic.
A different male snarled something I couldn’t make out and I heard the woman shout, “Stop it!”
I started into the forest, stepping over downed trees and moving branches out of my way, following the noises I was hearing—the desperate sounds of someone thrashing about and then crying out.
I burst out of the trees into a clearing and pulled up short. Ahead of me, staged under a magnificent harvest moon, stretched the gentle hills of the chestnut grove.
Wait. Wasn’t the grove long dead from blight? The moonlit scene before me seemed to shift sideways. I blinked my eyes and the tall, thick trees sharpened and came into focus again. All the leaves had turned a lovely shade of golden yellow. My feet seemed to move of their own accord, and I walked forward, entering the nearest row.
I felt something stick the edge of my heel and looked down. I had barely missed stepping directly on a prickly chestnut bur. An actual chestnut, just like from the olden days.
Where the hell are my shoes?
I was still pondering how I had managed to lose my shoes between the house and there, when the woman, sounding like she was behind me now, let out a terrified shriek.
I whirled around and abruptly came to.
Instantly wide awake and alert, my heart lurched in my chest as I realized where I was. The last remaining wisps of the dream lifted, and I stood there wide-eyed in shock at where I found myself.
I was in the old grove. I was in the old grove in the middle of the woods.
I shifted around in disbelief, then cried out as sharp pain lanced through my foot. I looked down, my mouth falling open. I hadn’t dressed like I thought I had. I had walked out barefoot in only my boxers. I could see several scratches running across my legs. Reaching down, I grabbed the piece of glass I had thought was a bur and yanked it out. Blood, black in the moonlight, immediately bubbled up out of the wound.
Jesus! I had sleptwalked right out of the house.
I turned my head left and then right. The twisted, diseased remnants of the dead chestnut trees surrounded me, still reaching for the sky with the stumps of their broken, leafless limbs.
Shaking, I started forward, wincing at the pain in my foot, aiming for the direction I hoped the neighborhood lay in.
Flinching and heart lurching with every sound, I concentrated on traversing the desiccated grove, ignoring the fresh spurt of fear that surged through me as I stepped into the darker forest beyond.
The thought of blindly walking through these woods, oblivious of the spider webs no doubt trailing across my face, or any other danger, made me shudder.
Something made a loud snap behind me and I fought the urge to run. There is nothing behind you, I told myself. Nothing.
After several long minutes while I worked to navigate the woods without tripping or running into a tree, I finally made it out. Releasing my breath, I quickly swerved out into the road, hiked up the hill, and cut across the edge of Patsy’s property through the illumination of her porch light and one of those standing lanterns by the driveway. As I limped my way across, I prayed one of the neighbors didn’t look out their window for some reason. It would be difficult to explain without a certain degree of embarrassment why I was roaming around in the middle of the night in my underwear. This was not the kind of impression I had been hoping to make upon my neighbors.
I hobbled across my front yard, and climbed the steps.
Had I locked the door? I grasped the knob and was relieved when it turned in my hand. I moved inside, flipping on the overhead light, closed the door, and locked it.
It suddenly occurred to me that someone might have gotten in.
Feeling my lack of sleep as well as the aftereffects of adrenalin, I exhaled heavily as I realized what I was going to have to do. Every inch of the house would have to be checked. The thought of it was almost too much for me.
Sighing again, I moved across to go up the stairs to the bathroom where there might be a Band-aid.
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